Story of Wealth Lost or Maybe Never to Be (1998)

   This story is not mystical or out of the realm of reality, but it is fun and very true. I was almost rich with one pull of the handle and $3 EC.

   In 1998, I was in Baseterre, St. Kitts, Lesser West Indies. I had two friends with me that had lived life like I did at that time and we happened to be on the same track. We wandered along the beach on one very typical 100 degree sunny hot as hell day on the ancient volcanic sands. It was so hot we sought any sort of retreat. So we found ourselves wandering into the Private Exclusive Jack Tarr Resort and Beach. It was a fully exclusive resort and very Private! With exactly $20 EC in my pocket, a free piece bread and a shot of rum sounded great, if I could pull it off!

   We silently wandered into the giant beach tent. Trying to look as in place as possible (but looking back on it we obviously did not belong). I did mange to pull off a free hot dog and a free rum and coke; yet the local girl behind the bar smiled and said, "this one is on me, but you need to leave" (wink wink). So after quickly eating I rejoined my friends and we headed off the beach through the resort to get to the main road to hitch or catch a ride back into town.

   As soon as we hit the main lobby of the resort there were security guards walking through (for those not familiar with "Real Carib Islands"...the guards are usually locally hired rough ones with shouldered assault rifles in jack boots...like military style). We were freaked out and we dodged into a bright room to our left as if we were a guests knowing the place. Little did I/we know, but I/we darted straight into the casino!

   Wearing my sweet dirty ass tank top and cutoff shorts and a beaten backpack, I knew we were toast if I didn't do something. So I walked over to a coin machine and inserted my last bill; $20 EC. I received back a heartbreaking (20) $1 EC casino chips... Stamped by the Resort for use THERE only! Now I was in the house, literally.

   I so felt like every camera and person was staring at me thinking I was some sort of criminal. So I went over to a slot machine and my stupid friends followed like they were lost and dumb. I put $3 in and lost, I put $3 more in and lost, then $3 more (it seemed like a minute of time past during those losses). I walked to another machine that was kinda front and center. It had a massive digital sign way above it promoting that these 6 or whatever amount of machines below were part of a built up jackpot system. The prize for red, white, and blue "777" (not even frickin joking was around $500,000 bucks)!

   So I said "what the hell, here goes my money". I put $3 in the machine and Not Even JOKING... center line "RED 7, WHITE 7, BLUE 7"! The machine shook and started to ring an alarm and flash wildly. It was flashing above the machine "WINNER, JACKPOT, WINNER, JACKPOT". We all started looking at each other with red faces and started to jump and high five each other. The thing that happened next is 100% Not A Lie! Within 4 seconds of winning, the power in the room flashed off and quickly back on (kinda like when lightening strikes near a house and the power goes out for 1-2 seconds). We stared at the machine and the last BLUE 7 rolled fast backwards and posted a fruit. All of the flashing lights were now off and it was silent as the Rocky Mountains in winter. I was so shocked, pissed, scared, confused, and lost for words! I looked around and no one was there except my two friends. No employees, no guards, no patrons, no nothing. As we haphazardly and confused walked out to the lobby as casino employee passed and I said, "Hey I won. What happened?" I was completely ignored. I even saw a security guard and went up to him and said the same thing; he said, "I can't help you". The front desk was empty! No one seemed on duty.

   So we left out the front entrance. We walked a 1/4 mile down the driveway and never saw an employee or a guard. We ended up walking 6 or more miles back into town with a bewilderment of not even speaking. Almost....

Earth's Callings and No Answers (2007)

During a meditation in the forest I had the following message given to me on July 20, 2007. It was simple and sweet.

     During a meditation in the forest I had visions and voices which said the following:
  
     The voice said, "Earth has called out for help from mankind three times. Each message was received but only served for a short time then ignored. The next call will not be from Mother Earth, it will be from the Universal Messenger. Massive changes will occur to all life on Earth when the Universal Messenger answers."

     No time frame was given and no mention of what the past three times were.

Dragonfly Encounters After My Dream (2008-9)

After my dragonfly dream (previous post) I had two personal interesting encounters with dragonflies. Dated July 05, 2008 and June 3, 2009.

     July 5, 2008. I was at my boat yard today. We had just come back from a long day of relaxation on the water. I went into the boat yard's restroom (which is open aired and usually dirty). I noticed a large blue dragonfly stuck in a large spider's web. I went up and barely touched the web and the dragonfly flew free. The blue dragonfly flew and came back and landed on my thumb. I just observed it and laughed. Then I noticed it didn't want to leave my hand. (I must admit that I thought it was awesome that it liked me, but I found it odd that it would not take off) So I decided to try to make it go away. I shook my hand and blew on it but it would not let go. So I walked out of the restroom and back to my truck, it moved from my thumb to my wrist. I sat on my truck for about 3 minutes talking to the dragonfly and eventually after bonding it flew off. It did however do about 4 fly-bys around my head, as to say thanks.

     June 3, 2009. I pulled up to the park ready for a brief walk into woods. Dragonflies surrounded my truck when I pulled up. They were very pretty. They seemed to be urging me to please get out. When I got out one quickly landed on my shoulder. I said, "hi" and started walking. It sat on my shoulder for about 2 or 3 minutes before departing. When I entered the forest I looked back and noticed that the whole flock of dragonflies were "following" me. As I walked through the forest that day, the flock stayed around me the whole time. I left the forest after about 1 hour and headed towards my truck. Even upon reaching my truck the entire crew of dragonflies were still following me and occasionally landing on me. When I got in my truck they seemed to hover around the windows sad to see me go.

Dragonflies (2008)

This dream I had on April 3, 2008. Recorded in my "dreams and visions" journal.

     I found myself in a dense plush meadow. Lots of brightly colored flowers, moss covered stones, soft ferns, vines climbing tall trees, and a meandering gentle stream flows to one side. Even a few rays of sunlight sneak through the dense canopy to create a glow.

     As I was looking around I saw a very plump, red fox staring at me from a thick patch of foliage. Before I could study him, I started getting surrounded by dragonflies of all colors, sizes and sorts. They flew around me as if they were studying me. One large dragonfly which was deep blue seemed to be the "leader". No dragonfly would land on me; except, the blue one.

     The bright blue dragonfly at first landed upon my shoulder, like a parrot. Then she flew off and circled my body as if she were checking me out. After her surveillance of me, she hovered directly in front of my face, eye to eye. I knew at this point there was a bond. Almost as soon as I felt the gained trust, she darted forward and grabbed my bottom lip. I felt no need to fend her off. She held on tight and then raised her long tail and struck my lip with a dual needled like hit. The punctures were painless, but I felt and tasted the blood dripping out. She immediately flew off.

      Drops of my blood fell upon the forests floor. I stood still as drops fell and eventually formed a small puddle. The giant blue dragonfly returned. She landed in my blood puddle and lifted her tail and began dropping tiny eggs into the puddle. Within seconds she flew off again. As I observed the puddle of blood adorned with eggs, instantly small dragonflies began flying out. All sorts of beautiful colors and patterns.

     All these small dragonflies surrounded me, landing on me and taking off. The swarm seem to be non-stop. Thousands upon thousands sprung forth. They flew off throughout the forest. The forest was teeming with new colors and patterns. I then awoke abruptly. The clock said 3:33am and I was awake.

First Astral Projection (1992)

My first recorded astral projection. (Strange stuff journal: dated 1992)

I had a few astral projections before this one, yet this was the strongest to that point of my life and the first I recorded. I had just moved into my parents new house, since I was in college and broke. I recall covering all the walls in my sanctuary with recording studio sound proof foam (except for the large window). I really wanted peace and quiet!

Last night was a brisk, cold, late February night. The sky was clear and full of stars. Prior to my meditation I opened my window to let the heavens and cold air in. I turned on some deep transient music very low. After turning out all the lights I lit a single white candle and placed it in front of me on the floor. The room cooled down very fast, but while in deep meditation I feel nothing but oneness. (Note: During this period of time I was deep meditating a few times a week in the late evening using a secret ancient Shaolin technique which I was taught by Sifu Goh.)

I quickly entered a deep state. My first memory was inside of my body watching my heart. I seemed to be able to slow my heart rate at will, so I slowed it to no beats at all. The next thing I knew I felt my soul lift from my body upwards. As I gained my bearings I looked downward and saw my lifeless physical body still in position. I could float around very free and wave like. As I peered towards the window, I saw that it was open. So I approached and flowingly flew outside. I turned back an saw my body through the window frame still in position.

Next I was floating upwards towards the dark sky. I looked back the whole time as I saw my house from above, then my neighbors house and finally the neighborhood. The street lights were dim and the homes were dark. Within seconds I sped up and when I looked back I saw Baltimore City off in the distance glowing bright, but I continued towards the heavens. Again I sped up and when I looked back I saw the east coast with all the cities glowing like you see in pictures from space. I never turned back at that point.

As I focused my whole energy towards flying ahead. I passed the moon and saw the dark side which made a pitch black circle on the Earth. Speeding up I passed Jupiter, Saturn and then Pluto, which I barely noticed. Next things became very dark and I could see galaxies everywhere in the far distance, but they seemed to far to reach.

After a while of moving around the darkness looking at the galaxies, things got very dark. The absence of light grew to the point of pitch dark and I could not see anything. I had no fear however. Things slowly began to get warm and I saw a small whitish/yellow light far off. I was pulled towards it and at first fought the pull, but to no avail. Before I knew it I was overwhelmed by a massive object which could be described as a black hole in appearance. It was not a spiral but a massive sun type object bright white with yellow edges. It was very blurry and flowing, but not like fire or water. In the center was a small, black abyss, which seemed and felt like nothingness.

I heard a voice soft yet vast, as if it were everywhere around me. The voice said, "Come." I stayed still and began to interpret what I was experiencing. I was numb and could not move, frozen in time. The next thing the voice said was, "Join us." I started to panic, but not with fear, but with what choice to make. I wanted to go, but I wanted to stay. Before I knew it I felt a massive tug from behind, as if I had a leash attached to me, like a dog being pulled back to its owner. At the very second I started to go backwards the object said something in a wispy, gibberish voice and it faded as I was pulled back.

Within seconds and fast flashes of light, I was slammed into my physical body. I instantly took a massive deep breath and leaned back. The candle had fully burned out and the cd had ended. The room dark, but I could see clearly. After a minute I came fully back to myself, as if I had been knocked out. The last very odd occurrence I experienced was when I looked at my alarm clock. I always remember when I start a meditation. I always start on the hour. I started my meditation at midnight, the same clock said 3:33am.

Time Travel

Is time travel real and possible?

One simply must ask oneself this question: "Do you ever feel time travel will be possible in the future?"

If you say, no, well read no further. If you say, yes, then read on.

If believing that time travel in the distant future at any point will become a reality, then it already is right now. Those from the future are already able to come back to this point of time and they do. So what are our future time travelers? Simply they could be anything, of any form, new races, new species, alien species, or simply drone observing ships. When UFOs are seen could they possibly be time machines? Maybe the simple disk type UFOs are the early versions of time machines and the advanced wavy, sleek, cloaking and glowing types are more advanced time machines from the deep future. At some point these machines would have to be common for usage, but probably have restrictions or other forms of barriers to prevent devastation to the past.

Next time a UFO is seen over a volcano or during a war or prior to a natural disaster, think inside that it may just be a history class from the future, learning in first person.

My Strange Conception Story

Well for my first blog I want to tell the tale of how "I" began in this physical body.

My entire life has been full of wild stories and encounters, this was the first one. I am giving the following accounts  through my mom's rarely told story. My father having been divorced from my mom for 30 years now, tells the same story.

It was May 1970. My mother (17) and father (19) had been dating a while. Until this one evening they were both virgins. This evening was to be special since my father was leaving the next day for army basic training. They were parked on a forested dirt road in Loch Raven Reservoir, Maryland. It was dark out and prior to midnight. (Loch Raven has always been known as a place of strange occurrences from the earliest days.)

My mother and father had just began the "deed" for their first time ever. Suddenly the radio in the car went dead and the car would not start. They both looked out of the open windows and saw a silent, dark, round shape in the sky hovering just above the tree line. Instantly, a super bright white light suddenly shot down from out of the sky. They recalled that the light was so bright that they were blinded. Next they woke up what seemed to be minutes later. They looked at each other and asked what had happened. The car started right up. The old school dial clock on the dash was reading many hours after when they arrived. My mother checked her watch on her wrist which was running and the time was hours earlier. To say the least they rushed home and spoke of this to no one. My parents were straight laced in those times (no drugs and no alcohol).

The following day, my father left. A month later my mother found out she was pregnant with me. She tells me from time to time that she knew this was a sign that she was going to have her hands full with me. Oh boy did she ever!